I am a married 30 year old woman. I have been with my husband for 8 years, married for 5 years and we have a 5 year old daughter. Our marriage has been on the rocks for about 2 years now. I am a housewife and I have been talking to this man online for over 8 months. He is also married and he has two amazing children. We both went online not hoping to fall in love with one another but just for someone to talk to; someone who can relate and understand one another. We have never met, but I know what he looks like and he thinks I am a nurse. I am not. He thinks the world of me and I think the world of him. We fell so head over heels for one another, and he told me yesterday that he told his wife that he wanted a divorce, and I told him I also wanted a divorce from my husband. I am not happy in my marriage. I am tired of the look I get from my husband; the look that wishes he was married to someone else. I hate that look I get from him. I feel like such a complete loser and failure when I am with my husband. This man make me feel so special and we have talked about getting married and a future together. He is studying to be a doctor and he assumes that I am this amazing woman which I am not. I have sent him pictures of women that he assumes are me which are not me. I don't know what I am going to do. He thinks I will be going there to see him in a few weeks and I am not. I don't want to lose this man. I love him sooooo much my heart aches for him. He talked to me without even knowing me, without even knowing what I looked like. He said in the beginning that he fell in love with my personality, but the more we talked as the days and months went by I can tell that he is so amazing, more than words can put into play, but in reality he knows nothing about the real me, only that I have a child, that I am married, and my name. And that I am head over heels in love with him. I don't know what to do. I love him I can't lose him.